my new blog:

well i never posted my new blog to aqua-soft for some reason which i do not know even myself. i just never remembered. also, today's entry is the saddest thing ever in my life so if you read it and you cry or something i understand. (yeah i know people probably won't cry but i sure did while it all happened and almost did while posting it) so here's my link: http://spaces.msn.com/members/cybrian/ i guess love is everything.

#275531

Do you like inmature 12 year olds to call you and make fun of you?

#275536

i never made fun of her or anything and i'm 14.

EDIT: oh and she's 13 so we're pretty much in the same age group.

#275541

bigb, sometimes i just wanna scoop you up and protect you from this cruel indifferent world. she doesn't deserve your love, man!!!!!

#275550

there are two words in the english language that can help everyman through life...."love sucks"

Remember that and all will be well.....im not gonna get into my sad story...but let me tell you single life is WHERE IT IS AT WHOOOOOHOOOO

#275554

i think i understand what you mean ji eun but i still can't get her out of my mind. maybe i will sooner or later after all if someone doesn't like me and is just gona be mean about it no matter how many times i apologize (i left like many more messages later that day asking her for heer to like me again at least as friends) night all. thx.

#275555

I've been there myself and more than once.

Just remember that you have your whole life ahead of you. While it may seem that the world is a wicked and cruel place, try to remember the valuable lesson that you have learned here. Experience is the best teacher and it is sad that you have learned the hard way.

Any girl who says "Let's just be friends" is not responding to chemistry. Any relationship that ensues between you and her is going to be - at best - a compromise. Find someone who respects you for what you are and doesn't make you do cartwheels before she accepts you. 90 % of womankind only uses men and leaves them weak-kneed and crying like a wuss, so what is happening to you is pretty normal.

Just pick up the pieces, leave things as they are and keep going. Do the things you love doing on your own - listen to music, play your guitar, massacre aliens in Doom III, hang out with friends - whatever you love doing and just forget this mess.

Don't think that this is the end of the world because it isn't. Just wait; don't be impatient or sad : your time will come, young padawan

... and May the Force be with you !! :thumbs:

#275565

i never made fun of her or anything and i'm 14.
EDIT: oh and she's 13 so we're pretty much in the same age group.

You mistook me, I was implying that 12 year olds would call you to make fun of you

#275568

Want some advise? Get over it! What good came from posting this on aqua-soft? Life's a b i t ch kid...get used to it!

Sorry to be so blunt, but I am getting tired of people posting about "relationships". I wish there was a rule against posting such messages...they are a waste of time.

#275586

this is really the only website i ever post at.

#275617

oh and the good that came from me posting this here is people tried to help and they did manage to cheer me up. this site may be about making windows look like mac but there are quite a few nice people here. oh and i added a new post to my blog. its about the same subject but i'm trying to get through this. i don't think i still love her but i can't stop thinking about her and how mean i was. i don't wanna call her as i said on my blog since she doesn't want me to but i don't know how she'll find it and realize how i feel.

#275772

I'd advise you to see swingers if you havent already. In one scene there, it shows 'Mike' (Jon Favreau) calling this girl he likes and leaving tons of messages like you did. Hopefully you will realize that you made a mistake and it happens to everyone. Your young, relax. I dont think it would have turned out to be a serious relationship anyway.

#275778

never heard of swingers and i do realize i made a mistake. i just wish she understood that i did. maybe it wou;dn't be a serious relationship but i still want her to be my friend again.

#275784

Oh my Jesus!!!

#275785

also, just back off a bit. don't SMOTHER her. you said yourself that you're 'pestering' her. how else do you expect her to respond? back off, be cool. if she's really your friend, she'll forgive you. if you bump into her at school (or whatever) just say 'hi', nice and pleasant, and keep walking. when she sees how well-adjusted and nice you are, she'll want you back as a friend.

good luck, little buddy!

#275786

thx shmengie. i'll try that.

#275787

You probably completely freaked her out. I should know, I've seen it happen to my best friend (she likes me as a best friend and I like her as a best friend).

#275789

yeah that's what she said. anyway i talked to her on aim and she is reading my blog. i feel really bad about what i did but i hope she decides to forgive me.

#275791

There's a line between "declaring love" and "stalking".. and in her opinion, you crossed it. Nonetheless, I know how you feel, have actually been in a [very vaguely] similar situation myself, and if you're just there, not making any demands on friendship, just -being- friendly (e.g. as others said, saying hi when you pass her in the hallway), she'll eventually forgive you. Don't expect it to be instantaneous - could be weeks or months. Good luck.

#275796

I hate love , I love hate no , seriously get over it . She is not WORTH it

#275799