Apparantly I Need To Explain My Life

Well it's been made apparant that I need to explain my personal life, due to the fact that some cant fathom the possibility that I do have one.

Some have asked the question why I post on one forum more than another, and almost never on others.

Believe it or not I visit ALOT of forums, some on my own groups, which I wish I had the time to post on more often.

I'm sure you all will notice that my posts have become short and simple, and I've had hardly any releases besides my MSN avatars.

Well, as you all know my birthday was on the 19th of April. I didnt spend it with anyone and recieved no gifts at all besides those given to me by my girlfriend. She was the only one by my side.

So I thought to myself "this is what I deserve?"

So late that night I came to this forum and saw that you had made me a four page long thread wishing me happy birthday.

I know that I dont know any of you personally, but you guys have been very kind and supportive to me during my time on this forum.

You all should have seen how big my smile was.

Two days later my grandmother died.

I am the oldest on both sides of my family. (out of 52 cousins) and the first to go to university. She was the last person to say goodbye to me when I left my country.

She was diagnosed as having a form of cancer that grows within the mouth. Even with all the money my father spent on the best doctors, she couldn't be saved.

Feeling sad for a few days was natural, but I understand that this is life. So in an attempt to distract myself I made those avatars.

Even when I am feeling bad or sad, I still try to make sure that the people around me are happy. I was hoping that those avatars would bring a bit of joy to people who went "damn! that's what I wanted"

Better yet, to add to this huge stressfull time come my final examinations. I study law for those who didn't know, and nothing is more stressfull that memorizing cases, statutes, and book after book of endless garbage.

Yet to some people out there, even though I am going throught this rough patch, dont seem to understand that I do have a life, and although I try my hardest to satisfy you all in some (if not more) occassions, I cant.

It is sad to see that on those few ocassions where I cannot satisfy that a few turn on me or even talk behind my back.

I feel more disappointment than anger.

And so I made this post, in hopes that any people who were wondering why I am on and off these days do not feel disappointed as I am with that particular individual.

Kei

#153040

You don't owe us anything.

You are ownage juice.

That about sums it up, any more questions?

P.S. My birthday is the 13th of April :woot:

I didn't have a party either, but my parents gave me an 1988 Cadilac which barely works, it gets me from point a to point b though. I didn't get a b-day thread

And I meant that Ownage Juice part.

#153061

I feel you Amnesia.

Life is hard, most people find many ways to deal with it. Some by wasting their lives on a box of radation that won't matter in another 5 years. And some by running away from the truth on the road, never stopping for anyone. Or anything. And even some deal with it by staying around and making people happy, with your smile, and your laugh. A smile could change a person's life forever.

#153063

globox is right; you don't owe us anything.

i wish you the best. if you ever need to talk, hit me up on msn.

#153075

you are in no debt and dont owe us anything (to say that again)...

i hope you can find a way put of this rough patch and to a nice paved road...

im going to stop with my anlagies now :smartass: ...

you take care now

#153084

well, actually, now that you mention it, i owe *you* a few high-quality snaps from japan, as well as a home-made bouncah av & sig. you can count on the snaps, but the bouncah.....?

i lost my grandfather last year, i watched the old man die... he asked me, "Am I dying now?" tough stuff. sorry about your grammy, chief.

but you did get a sweet birthday thread ;-)

peace and happiness to you and Aiko, K.

#153107

Originally posted by ji eun@Apr 29 2004, 08:27 PM

well, actually, now that you mention it, i owe *you* a few high-quality snaps from japan, as well as a home-made bouncah av & sig.  you can count on the snaps, but the bouncah.....?

i lost my grandfather last year, i watched the old man die... he asked me, "Am I dying now?"  tough stuff.  sorry about your grammy, chief.

but you did get a sweet birthday thread ;-) 

peace and happiness to you and Aiko, K.

Royal Tennenbaums dad if I've ever seen one.

"Oh, she buried there too? Well we'll swing by her grave too."

#153109

Study Hard Amenesia and make big bucks.

#153115

Originally posted by Globox@Apr 30 2004, 01:29 PM

Royal Tennenbaums dad if I've ever seen one.

"Oh, she buried there too? Well we'll swing by her grave too."

LMAO, true that, true. I'm a shallow bastard.

#153117

If you ever feel that someone demands something from you here, call me

I hope that you will get together and...forget? I always prefer to forget this kind of things. Anyway good luck buddy

#153156

Originally posted by Pe7er@Apr 29 2004, 10:32 PM

If you ever feel that someone demands something from you here, call me

Don't ever do that.

Call me instead

#153159

Hehe, yeah. pe7e will sort 'em out.

Really sorry to hear about your loss, amnesia. You don't owe anybody here anything, and we appreciate everything that you have done

#153175

I am so sorry to hear all about this.

I personally don't think that you have to explain anything to us

and you don't owe us anything.

I think that too many people around here seem to forget that people have a life and they think that everyone owes them something.

I am not saying that I despise these people but I do think that they need to grow up a bit and understand that no-one owes anyone anything, they do it because they can, they care and they want to help out and give this community something, we need to stick together not fight please people, if you understand nothing else, understand this:

Coming here mean you are part of a community and a community sticks together, sure we are likely to have diagrements but please don't turn them into hate threads or big rants.

Thank you very much for understanding and caring.

-Jimmy S

#153249

thanks alot guys.

I just felt that i should make this post in order for people to know why I haven't been as active as I used to be.

Thanks again.

#153338

And it reminds us life isn't just only internet :/

Take care

#153376

Do take care, mate. And all the best for your finals.

#153381